I'm so ashamed to greet ya'll right now so I'll just get to it and start telling you how the past century has been (feels like a hundred years). I have told you how excited I am to be studying ,right? Turns out, it isn't all fun and games so I found myself reading articles with headings like "How to Balance Work and School" on one occasion,if not not more. It really is hard if,like me,you like to make have time for everything like magazines,Single Ladies,naps and and and. The fact that I leave home while my family is asleep and get home 2 hours after dinner, has knocked me over,emotionally. I'm forced to pile up my monthly magazines to SOME-DAY-WHEN-I-GET-TIME and spend as much time with the family on weekends before they forget my name. It is hard. Wait,am I exaggerating? Well,this is my matter so let me,LOL.
After 7 SUCCESSFUL tests,two SUCCESSFUL assignments and stress from all aspects of life,I put my life on a "plate' and looked at it attentively. I have dealt with bigger things than just tests and assignments and I took myself back to the time when I used to study by candle light for everything,I used to stay up nights and nights because I knew what I had and I knew if I didn't work hard keep it,nothing was going to get better. Right now,I have a job,I have the opportunity to study something I love without taking a cent out of my pocket and not worry if I have candles left to study. My mom and dad passed on in the most important years of my life and school was the last place I wanted to be,I thought I'd actually die hey. No seriously though,I missed my dad's funeral because of school. I was tenth grade and at that moment,failing it would make you or break you so I put that in the Higher Power's hands and guess what,I didn't die:) I am actually realising that God put me in this position because it is where I belong..if I was suppose to be overseas I would be there,if I was suppose to be sitting at home,I would be there,you get it. God will not give you something you cannot handle otherwise what kind of Father would He be? I used to live by this self-made motto "sleep doesn't get you anywhere",I don't know why I stopped and it has done so much for me actually.
The other thing,my body. I haven't weighed myself lately but the good news is *plays Destiny's Child "Survivor"* I FIT IN MY JEANS!!! My body is responding so well with all the netball I've been playing. I cannot split yet but I am happy yo:) oh by the way,lemme share a secret : 20 sit-ups before bedtime and squats,as many as you can do! Thank me later
Unfortunately I don't have any relationship news because I don't qualify>LOL...stop judging. If you're in a relationship,good for you,say "hi" to your boo for me.HA!
LoVE xo (not Beyonce's one)
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