Am I doomed? Am I not doing enough? That's all I'm asking myself right now. Oh sorry,where are my manners yo?! Hi,how are you? good!
Soooooo,ya'll won't believe what happened to me today,like OMG,really? As you all know,I'm a proud hourglass-figured woman who has been trying( yes,I've been really trying) to "trim the edges" and even took the bold (oh you have no idea how bold this step was,I had to close my eyes and just do) step to join the gym. I've been gyming for *reaches for calendar* like a while now and I cannot see the results yet but hell,show up already!!! Like,I expect a lil 2-pack or something...you know,anything,a sign..just evidence okay. Anyway, I found my thick self in a "shop"...let's call it "the shop".. so ya I found myself it "the shop's" shelves,feeling textures,visualizing outfits and stuff and I got myself 3 great-looking pants and 2 casual blouses. I kept measuring the pants as I made my way to the paying point,paid,and walked out confidently with my heart skipping happy beats..in my mind,I had the perfect outfits for the next coming months,as a matter of fact,I was sorted. Oh by the way,I took my normal size (normal to me,obese for some,lol!
I literally rushed home out of excitement for my new goodies,lol,I honestly did hey. Got into my room,threw off my kicks (no not Jordans) and reached for Pants no.1......HORROR movie!! I was torn,it barely accomodated my thighs but I wasn't broken yet coz Pants no.2 still had the power to make my day.......Ooooh My frikken GOSH.......is it me or "the shop"? like did the shop deceive me? I felt a young tear (no,about five teardrops) somewhere behind my already teary eyeballs take from.....I took it like the G I am (I'm a G by the way),Pants no.2 was not meant for me:(. When I got to Pants no.3,my favorite of all three,I just felt my heart sink....this was the end.....I am officially size "THAT"!!!
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